Its been a while since I felt this way

Its been quite a few months year...that I felt the way I did when I woke. I was eager and ready to go. Yeah it was cool, there was no wind coming up off that Hudson to my left. I got to work pretty early and I was eager to get upstairs and work.
I promised a co-worker that I would bring my crutches upstairs as part of my new year resolution, so I guess no more being lazy and riding the scooter everywhere.
Damn her! Nah...I'm kidding. I have to do it.
Its like FSA - either you use it or lose it (stupid payroll joke)...so I will walk dangit.

So I've been moody recently regarding my love life or lack thereof.
I know its only a matter of time before I meet and find someone worthy, but there are just some days where its just...this.

Merry Christmas!

not much to say but i'm thankful for all of those in my life - whether good or bad.
i've learned so much this year about myself and others. my relationships have made me stronger and i finally have come to realize this.
i will be back by new year's eve to put down my goals -  not necessarily resolutions, but my  new life goals.
i absolutely can not wait to go to church on sunday!

7 little steps...

I've realized now that I have issues with the extremes...the extreme humidity and extreme cold. Normally I like the cool weather, my joints feel good and I can move.
Today, its so cold outside and I hurt like its 105degrees. It took me more time than I expected to go up these 7 little steps. Felt like forever.

Rebif

Whew! first 2 weeks done...
I've been out of commission,  not because I wanted too but had to rest up.
Once I started with the Rebif shots again, it made me seriously tired - often within an hour of taking the shot. I guess it could be that after taking it, I just sat around on the computer or watching tv.
In comparison to the Betaseron, I am ecstatic that I am back on it. I am sure my attitude has a lot to do with it also, since I gained so much weight while on Betaseron...even though I wasn't eating that much.
Today is B R I C K outside - lol - so I am going to try my very best to get outside today, plus I have no sitter for "the boy" and I want to go to this party from my friend's hubby. I really want to go...crutches and scooter be damned...I want to go.