I feel real crappy today, there are times when my mind is like "WHOA!! - you got this!" but then at the same time my legs wanna throw me down. I cried when I tried to walk up the stairs at my house. I just felt helpless and if anyone knows me is that I hate to feel helpless. The only person helping me is my son. He had to help me lift my leg. I really feel like this MS is bullsh*t...I dislike it so much right now.
Usually, I would just shake it off - but today was different. I know when I go to sleep after taking meds, I will have to start all over again...and I will be ok.
I will get over it, I just got to sum up all my positive strength and it WILL be just fine.
I really need a stiff drink...lol. I really do.
Wait, I got a bottle of wine, I will open that.
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